I don’t know what to do.
The first step to healing is acceptance.
At my work, when a guest says “thank you” it’s the new company policy to say “my pleasure” instead of any other reply. I’ve been having a hard time remembering to say it instead of you’re welcome, and today when one of my customers said thank you I accidentally mashed both replies together and said “you’re my pleasure” while making complete eye contact
people are always like, ‘why don’t you like someone from around you blah blah blah’
and it’s like
I LIVE IN FUCKING MAINE MY OPTIONS ARE MOOSE OR POTATOES